Little Wolf V (eBook)

Gosh - this one time I was really full of luck, such a one wanted to marry me, but he met outside a small whore with sixteen, and better started to party with her. It was his damage, because she knew me, and I knew her uncle, so she came up directly to me, and said, she would start right now a project to fuck around and divide all those partnerships they are not worth it, when she sees, that those guys weren't good enough for their women! She told me his real sides, and I threw him out before marriage, hi hi. So I think she came right along my way, then she married and got a baby, fine.

Yes, Life can be real funny, too.

I told my son, his very first lovely girlfriend and our best friend in the car once, that it might be the better thing not to get married in life at all, that was my opinion, but everybody is invited to find out himself!

That's always what I thought. I love my husband, he is a good soul, a man of quiet and nature. His family was very difficult, I know he would prefer I don't say. Again not physical but a lot of mental torture.

He is traditional and at least I had a Pagan wedding, handfasting, in front of my whole Catholic family and most even loved it! Because they are farm people before anything, so of course they did.

You are a proud Woman that is such a beautiful story to hear! I am believing now that Catholic and Natural Believing can confirm side by side in harmony - that's sounds interesting!

I'm grateful to have that experience, it wasn't what I expected, some are very much Trump fans and things like that.

My friend Frank grew up in the country NY too and his father worked on farms. He held to me now as a lovely friend since two years, in a distant partnership.

I think a soul can't help but feel glad for a beautiful day in the mountains, no matter your personality and then it's easier for angry people to be nice.

I told him yesterday those words ... Frank that I sometimes must doubt in sitting still lonely and fall into the past. But there is him who catches me again since those years long.

Wow, where in NY? I also grew up in Western NY rural area.

I don't know his birthtown, I must ask him, He already decided to move over to the place, where everything has begun, since I know him, he lives in a small town that's called Walton in the Catskillmountains, it is a very lonely place...

I will have to look it up. We are preparing for a Christmas trip to visit my parents and I have to try to finish some projects to get ready.

Yes, please Go Ahead and I wish You a wonderful familiar meeting with good talks and much nice eating, that all have it altogether nice!

I made a tray for my sister. I have to go apply the grout. Made from dishes and broken window glass, and red glass marbles.

Amazing Creativity!

So glad to have you as a friend and spirit sister, hope you have a beautiful relaxing evening with gentle thoughts instead of dark ones. And I feel the honor of being a witness for your story from your words and your art.

I will because I am on the level of all those good ancestors who stand by, that is very strong to feel, and I can see them on those days, when nothing would function anymore, like that sister of my grandy, she had died, and appeared on my wall as a Woman spirit protecting me from that time on.

Happy Christmas and Happy Yule, Dear Sister, I am proud of You!

Hej My Flower!Thank you for the book it arrived today. Lots Of Kisses!

Now You have got the new book of our aquaintance.

I just came back from outside, today there is sun and cold fresh air to breathe, now it's short coffee time. I Love You Dear.

Its snow and the temps Are Low so its Freezing outside. I dont like christmas. Im so very upset my love.

The People with their Problems. How would they like it if they messed with the wrong Person? I have Been angry all night. I didn't sleep well at all.

That is exactly their fear. I see them always carefully leave the houses, short necks, with the fearful watch behind, if someone sees what they think about the people. I say, they are like small kids, who never want to be caught for their weirdnesses.

How can anyone believe lies of a snake?

I see it with my both sisters, who were such personalities from smalles age on and they stayed it until they got old.

Now there is a war and these libtards they laugh and celebrate.

My Flower I Missed you so much.

I had at work that one collegue. He was one of twin sisters and socialworker. So he recognized what I thought about the rulers, the fuck around just like him, and we both enjoy the music of Black People from the States the most. We did a lot of activities for the handicapped. And at last we noticed, that father state, the church and the whole system has nothing to do with helping out people. It is just a Big Fassade. So he shouted once loud and left the office, because he did no more accept the lies. Short while after I was quitting like he did.

Do they realize what they cause and do?

I see your trying to calm me My flower. I love You.

Some days before, I reminded one last speech with my father on the phone, when he said in his hate, that he held me still for a psycho who should have been forced to be kept with handicapped in a working camp.

And when I just dreamed of my one sister, it was her who never ever talked one word with me. I dreamed she sat there in the middle of a landscape near a road, and that twin socialworker sat down to her reading her thoughts.

She thought, she would know for me my place to stay. I flew around and saw it was near the Poland border, where people remind that there was Ausschwitz that worst of a working camp we had. Now I know where that place is they think, where I belonged.

I was maybe some kind of Greek Godess. But today I am that far away of Greece, that after all what happened, I am just that one kind of Bird that took his wings to fly away knowing I just survived. But that is enough!

Yes, my love, maybe I was a spartan defending Greece, and fighting for My Goddess!

Each one of a psycho lives out an own kind of ideology.

I am studying Greek Mythology and it intrests Me so deeply.

That is good my Love.

My Flower question who is That Guy Alex? Just wondering?

Your following him. Im Just wondering My flower.

Wait I don't know, when did I tell something about an Alex?

Ill Just say He shouldn't anger a Wolf.

I Mean Yes That Fire Is Building within Me.

I have nothing to do with him, really. I looked. He followed me first, then I did too. But I thought he might be gay. I am not interested.

These people often show naked pictures, but he seems to be very young.

Yes I know my flower.

Are you jaleousy?

Hahaha Maybe its better no one gets near my Flower and I protect her with my Alpha life. Yes I am over protective of Her, and maybe some of jealousy.

Yes, indeed. You can be very sure that I might not run away with someone sexistic or gay or weird or too young, that would interest me at all!

I understand My flower.

No problem.

But Its a thing of My Memorys Of My Exs Abuse of my mind.

I understand. I know there might be just one pic and you can be confronted with bad memories.

Many of the women abused my mind.

I saw that person loves motorcikes. You, Frank, might get sure, that I would easier rip of the whole bench of rockers if I got a gun in my hand. I say, they are the worst asholes they exist on the world. They are just enemies of every kind of woman even their own daughters. They are altogehter drunk pimps and they will ever be, even their cunts who follow them like willing dogs, I find them disgusting. I really just need to spite in their faces.

I Just smile of the words. I see.

.... I don't need to say Im sorry ... I mean what I say!

I have my coffee Now.

What about our friends?

I ask ... how can a Woman in such a rich country like Germany, where every Woman can find a work, slide under her being into that thought, that is was worth it, to give up every own emancipated behaviour or way of independent thinking? Loosing her worth to say "No" to a bad character, just to live aside of a Pimp? But she still laughs about all those fooled girls who were deceived of their lives and she really does imagine, she would be a bettet brick, better than the whores she shows off and laughs about in the dirt like herself? HaHaHaHaHa!

I have no words. I Just see images of them all.

And I do see The future of everything They Have caused in their Past.

Good, let's talk about realistic people and friends ...

You don't know what kind of women live here around in that area, and they out themselves easy, when they open their mouths...

Yes, there are not just Men who are troublemakers ...

I Wished.

You' re wishing what?

Your going to have to Force that wish out of me My Flower.

I Mean that in a very Naughty way.

You can imagine it like this. Just pass by to a place its called Asia-Massage-Center. We could go in, give You a termin for an hour Massage, real and clean, and you would just lay down, my Man and relax, lean back and this small Thai woman would give you a professional cool treatment over the whole body and just grin a little but smile very respectful, until you would cross the street, come near to me and we went home... If you was treated that kindful, soft, professional and exciting, and you would watch those ugly faces on the road after then, You couldn't hide to laugh out loud then, I bet You do, ....

Babe, I could Kiss You know so...